The shock of it has Aventurine laughing, only slightly hysterical. )
Don't want better. I want you. ( He grits out, chest heaving with the effort it now takes to form words. The doctor really can be the most idiotic man, Aventurine thinks between pressing his fingers into his cunt and wrapping his fingers around his cock. He is the better man, the one who deserves more than Aventurine -- he knows he's a mess. He knows he can't be trusted, can't offer half the things Ratio deserves from a mate. But he does-- he wants them, if Ratio would offer. Desperately. ) I can take it, Ratio. Don't make me go out like this --
( The threat of rejection cracks through him, an ache that hurts almost as much as the need to fuck. Ratio could. He could deny him still. And Aventurine would attempt to claw back the shards of his mask and escape with his decency. Maybe they wouldn't even talk about it after.
But he doesn't want that. )
Should I beg? I'll be a good little omega, ( Hah. The words sound false on his tongue, in the air. He's never been anyone's 'good little omega' and Ratio likely knows it. ) just for you, Doc.
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The shock of it has Aventurine laughing, only slightly hysterical. )
Don't want better. I want you. ( He grits out, chest heaving with the effort it now takes to form words. The doctor really can be the most idiotic man, Aventurine thinks between pressing his fingers into his cunt and wrapping his fingers around his cock. He is the better man, the one who deserves more than Aventurine -- he knows he's a mess. He knows he can't be trusted, can't offer half the things Ratio deserves from a mate. But he does-- he wants them, if Ratio would offer. Desperately. ) I can take it, Ratio. Don't make me go out like this --
( The threat of rejection cracks through him, an ache that hurts almost as much as the need to fuck. Ratio could. He could deny him still. And Aventurine would attempt to claw back the shards of his mask and escape with his decency. Maybe they wouldn't even talk about it after.
But he doesn't want that. )
Should I beg? I'll be a good little omega, ( Hah. The words sound false on his tongue, in the air. He's never been anyone's 'good little omega' and Ratio likely knows it. ) just for you, Doc.