Aventurine had been a temptation, but that doesn’t mean that this is something he is going to give in to, that he’ll just abandon all principles and morality because of a biological imperative that he has learned to ignore and control. He’s read the papers, seen the experimentation, he’s taken the medication and he’s found a way of maintaining his own harmony - hah - as well as keeping his body’s expectations minimal.
He does not intend for that to change now.
Gritting his teeth, he presses his forehead against the door, nails sinking into the wood. Fuck. But he wants to open it. Ratio has never scented anything that smells as good as Aventurine does, and the urge to grab him and shove his nose into his scent glands is too much. The teasing lilt of the other man’s voice does nothing to help him in that venture either.
Turning around, he covers his nose with his hand, as if the stale smell of his own rut might calm his need to knot. It doesn’t.
Fuck. ]
Go away, gambler. I’ve no need of your company today.
no subject
[ This is the last thing he wanted.
Aventurine had been a temptation, but that doesn’t mean that this is something he is going to give in to, that he’ll just abandon all principles and morality because of a biological imperative that he has learned to ignore and control. He’s read the papers, seen the experimentation, he’s taken the medication and he’s found a way of maintaining his own harmony - hah - as well as keeping his body’s expectations minimal.
He does not intend for that to change now.
Gritting his teeth, he presses his forehead against the door, nails sinking into the wood. Fuck. But he wants to open it. Ratio has never scented anything that smells as good as Aventurine does, and the urge to grab him and shove his nose into his scent glands is too much. The teasing lilt of the other man’s voice does nothing to help him in that venture either.
Turning around, he covers his nose with his hand, as if the stale smell of his own rut might calm his need to knot. It doesn’t.
Fuck. ]
Go away, gambler. I’ve no need of your company today.